OMG! That was like the longest night ever! I swear the time had stopped at 2:50am, everytime i looked at my mobile the time never seemed to change, that set my head going thinking great i’m in a time warp some twilight stuff is happining lol….made my heart start fluttering and i thought oh no i’m going to have an attack, i somehow let it pass.
Still have 2 more nights to survive threw, Mista has 2x 12 hour night shifts, so i’ll be back at my dads today at 6pm till sunday morning.
I feel depressed now, and the grey sky and rainy weather out there does not help.
It’s 1pm, i finally made it home, felt trapped at my dad’s just did not have the courage to walk home with K, so i waited untill he got done what he needed to do, then when he went to rainbow he dropped me off at the memorial.
Twirl my favorite chocolate bar, I’m so stressed right now, through lack of decent sleep, and I don’t even have 45p to buy a Twirl. 😦
Panic Attack Journey 