OMG! That was like the longest night ever! I swear the time had stopped at 2:50am, everytime i looked at my mobile the time never seemed to change, that set my head going thinking great i’m in a time warp some twilight stuff is happining lol….made my heart start fluttering and i thought oh no i’m going to have an attack, i somehow let it pass.
Still have 2 more nights to survive threw, Mista has 2x 12 hour night shifts, so i’ll be back at my dads today at 6pm till sunday morning.
I feel depressed now, and the grey sky and rainy weather out there does not help.
It’s 1pm, i finally made it home, felt trapped at my dad’s just did not have the courage to walk home with K, so i waited untill he got done what he needed to do, then when he went to rainbow he dropped me off at the memorial.