Day 44

It’s 10:30, I’ve not long walked back home from my Dad’s, with k.

Not much to do really, it’s times like this I wish I had a dog, so I could go for a walk.

Made Mista breakfast in bed, I forgot he was leaving at 6, so did’nt have long with him 😦

Still trying to make arrangements to go King’s Lynn, I’m looking forward to going, but at the same time dreading it.

Things I’m finding easier:

1) I don’t panic or get anxious when being dropped off at Dad’s.

2) I can sit at Dad’s and be relaxed compared to start of year.

3) I ‘m happy to be alone at home.

4) I’m happy to be left at my Dad’s with k alone : so need to get comfortable alone at our house)

5) I CAN take k to school from mine and pick her up (some days it makes me anxious, but I’m learning to let the bully come if it wants to)

6) I CAN walk home from my Dad’s with K and be FINE

7) I’m fine going to Wisbech, and trying a few other area’s (as long as I know where I am)

8) I’m learning to handle the fear when alone at night at my Dad’s, (this needs to become comfortable for me to try at home)

9) I’ve learnt not to worry to much, and get myself worked up over nothing.

10) I’m becoming stronger, and ready for more.

Day 16

Went to the sunday market this morning, followed by a quick visit to Mum’s so she could see Belle.

Then we went to wisbech park. They have locked my favorite equipment up the zip wire, rotten sods.

Came home for a while to get warm then had a quick walk along the river nene.


Day 11

Had a quick ride to leverington, but felt a bit uncomfortable.

Behind a hotel in Wisbech I’ve always noticed these statues in the car park, so took Mista over there to take a look.

Found out the place once belonged to an 18th century stonemason., called Samuel Andrews

Picked K up from my dads, Mista had a meeting to go to, he got home about 7.30pm.