Thought I would make a note on the improvement’s I have noticed in myself since starting this blog.
I’m more comfy being on my own, I hated having to sit on my own and in the past would not have done it, I would have gone and sat round someones. But now I can stay at home, wait for Mista to return in the evenings, or stay at my dad’s on my own.
Ok with K could be a different story, I’m alright round my dad’s way with her, and I had been working on being at home with just K, which was going well,but I normally start to feel Un-comfy after about an hour. This I will have to work on.
The other day taking one of my daughter’s to the dentist, I was very relaxed in the waiting room, normally I would be anxious, I’m having to wait for god know’s how long, trapped in a room, everyone’s quiet, I’m fidgety, but no none of that, I was even reading a book, couldn’t believe how calm I was inside.
Even going to Wisbech used to feel scary with Mista, I’m sure he will never forget the 1st time I marched him through town lol
Tescos….Thats another one, didn’t like the place, very big and bright, but now I don’t think about it, I go inside as normal as Larry.
I would say I have improved with car travelling, I’m more comfy with my surrounding area now, and can certainly travel a lot further that I used to be able too. Some day’s I get scared, cause some days that panic still talks to me, I find I can mostly go back to the place and go further if I have had an episode that has scared me and I have asked to go home.
Was very pleased I got to the butterfly park,or at least saw the place, looking forward to visiting there, also got to walk round the town of Long Sutton the other day.
And the cinema, went there the other day, and some nerves where present, but I was not as anxious as the 1st two times I went.
Thanks for Mista for holding my hand, and putting up with the tantrum’s, here’s to many more adventures…..