I got to Skylarks the other day, was quite proud of myself.
Since doing my 1st wicca spell I certainly am feeling a strength inside me, guiding me and helping me along.
Even to the point of my other half doing my worst nightmare and walking out door at 9pm.
I somehow kept my cool, and started preparing myself for walk down to my dads.
Winter always brings with it depression, and I hope that my other half will stay holding my hand, cause my world is getting bigger, and I feel ready to move onto further steps.
I do feel down, ugly and old. Not good enough anymore 😦 am crying now…
I just want my other half to come back to me.